NO WAY!!!!!!

Don't ever makes yourself under pressure.......It will make yourself very hard to continue your life.... Just cool and make yourself relax ......And then try to let your parents or best friends know about your problem.But the first thing that you must do is pray to Allah amd ask for his help.Insya-Allah your problem will be solved.Allah will give you a way so that you will be very eay to continue your life.....